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So this week has been kinda weird but im not really sure how..... it first started out with me finding out that one of my friends was cutting himself.....i thought he was fine he acted like he was and he just got baptized a little while and was totally siked by that and he would tell me how wonder God is and how He has changed his life and how he had never felt this was before..then i log onto myspace and see that he is writing all this stuff about how he loves cutting himself and watching himself bleed i tried to talkto him but i think i may have tried too hard bcuz now he wont speak to  me......im not sure really what else i guess i have just been working through some things with God and today at Fuel (youth group)which is the best ever there is like 3,000 kids who go there every wednesday the band was playing a new song and on the screen came up a verse You made me whole i am nothing without You. I have heard that so many time b4 but never really thought about and i just started crying rose my hands up to God and I love that feeling when you can just feel God and you get those chills that move up and down your body and you feel his presences there thats what i love about wednesdays at fuel because i get to feel like that every wednesday and sunday if we get a chance to come down to gilbert. i know this blog is really pointless and im sorry if u have just read this wasting a few minutes of your time but i just had to write about it.